I feel dirty. I'm going to be married 25 years in Nov. Never cheated but always had my first real love in the back of my mind from when I was 15-16 years old.
I love my wife but I always wondered and still do. Am I a scumbag or is this normal?
I feel dirty. I'm going to be married 25 years in Nov. Never cheated but always had my first real love in the back of my mind from when I was 15-16 years old.
I love my wife but I always wondered and still do. Am I a scumbag or is this normal?
Yup, you is a scumbag and it is normal. My first love was a Charlie Brown thing. a little red headed girl, I kissed her in 3rd grade, she slapped the snot out of me. 60 years later I still remember her fondly but was never tempted to kiss her again.
She sure didn't hit like a girl.
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Yep!!!...not a day goes by that I don't think of her or wish she was by my side.....Sometimes I swear I'd see her up ahead on a distant street corner or catch a glimpse of her in my rear view.......What was I thinking by letting her go????
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Yeah, I have truly loved 3 women in my life. Thinkin and wondering is just part of it, does your wife think and wonder? prolly does, just part of life. As long as you know how much you mean and are commited to each other, the rest is just a whim. This is very natural.
While no one ever listens to me,
I am constantly being told to be quiet.
In a world of snowflakes,
be the heat..
I don't see you as a scumbag as you never cheated. Thinking about that first one or even a later one that you never acted on, yeah that's normal. I've got 2 of those running around in my mind.
Uhhh...no.
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With out self incriminating myself. I would say that it is normal.
I think about her almost daily. She's the perfect reminder of what not to look for in a woman, and is the exact opposite of my wife. Of course, when I think of my first, I also hope at the same time that a case of raging syphilis has taken hold of her.
It is completly normal.
I think about 'em all the time.
Here's to pussy and gunpowder. One to live for, the other to die by.....Goddamn though, I do love the smell of 'em both !!!
yep,diana hall.very pretty,but her dad hated me,sher tried to commit suicide so id say im better off without her.plus im really into my wife these days...............and i concur with the others ,you area scumbag
Thank you! i try hard,
I'm married 26 years. I still think about (and sometimes dream about) a girl I knew before I got married. She wasn't the first, but she was the first best.
I love my wife and I have not and never would cheat on her (not even with that special "other"), but I do think about her and dream about her on occasion.
I'm a scumbag (i.e. a normal male). So what?
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nope
Last edited by davepool; 10-16-2011 at 02:00 PM.
Put your lusting mind to rest.
She used to look like this........
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scroll down to see her now.......
Now everything jiggles...........
There's no problem an AK can't solve...........
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Use a shell account and look her up on facebook if you're that curious. Otherwise it's best to keep hidden your inner scumbag.
P.S. Thanks Slam, I just threw up a little.
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