Need some help here... real rap

[Helen Keller]

I've known most of you folks for awhile, around 2001 .

I'm a gun slinging/gun building , patriot, veteran.








Anyways.
I wanted to see shit from both sides while back so I dedicated my so called 'soul' to satan ( weak faggot coward ) ....just another father that never cared.
.. spiritual satanism seemed cool. but most of its a front for National Socialism .
Way too much. the Dark side is real BUT most of it's a front to build commie/socialist beliefs.
Simple bullshit .. kill stupid christian/jews/muslims .. blaH blah blah
throw commie shit in any one of them and it gets ugly.


***** Pre-activity, had an incident where I asked God to destroy me" , " ... I had to make a sacrifice of myself. Unto myself .
This sacrifice was necessary, I am forbidden to speak of the details. Been empty since then.

I truly feel nothing inside, blah blah, Im not crazy but that 'feeling' is gone.
I could give a fuck.
My dreams SUCK,,,,,,, nothing I want to talk about.


Does God accept me even though I pledged myself to satan?
Am I forbidden?
can I come back?
The commies say I cant. ....

God wants me to be humble.
I accept my humility and sacrifice.


I'd sell everything I own just to feel peace.

[FunkyPertwee]

Commies are liars. Of course you can come back. Hitler could have come back if had chosen. Any human being can be spiritually redeemed. You always live with the physical consequences of sin, but the spiritual damage can be undone by Christ.

Whatever you sacrificed can't be more than sending your only son to be tortured to death after being betrayed by his own people. Even if you killed a baby and cut your own balls off.

I'll add that I firmly believe anyone can turn their life around at any age. You may want to consider some kind of major lifestyle change that doesn't involve purposely plunging yourself further into darkness. You may also consider finding some you trust to discuss your "sacrifice". Even if its just an anonymous help hotline person. That might allow you an option to vent that wouldn't put you in legal trouble if your "sacrifice" involved something illegal.

I'll also add that I firmly believe God knew you and loved you before you were born and decided that your sins were worth forgiving when he decided to send his only son.

[LAGC]

I truly feel nothing inside, blah blah, Im not crazy but that 'feeling' is gone.
I could give a fuck.
My dreams SUCK,,,,,,, nothing I want to talk about.

Dude, it sounds like you're suffering from clinical depression. Nothing a few pills or psychotherapy can't solve.

This has nothing to do with God or Satan (two sides of the same Christian coin) but rather very real chemical imbalances going on inside your brain.

You don't have to fight this alone -- set up an appointment with a psychiatrist and empty your thoughts to him/her and unburden yourself.

No matter what you've done in your life or where you've come from, you most definitely can change.

You don't have to keep living like this. Don't be afraid to seek professional help.

[mushroom]

John 3:16

New International Version (NIV)

16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Yep!! Thank God! That's the way I read it!! You can be forgiven. If you would like to get deeper into it.. The parable of the lost sheep and the Prodigal son might be relevant to you. God wants to and will forgive you and accept you. If you ask and accept. Good Luck, and God Bless You

[Kadmos]

I'd sell everything I own just to feel peace.

How would selling everything you own give you peace? Sounds more like a way to raise some cash, and perhaps rid yourself of some likely meaningless burdens.

You won't get peace from that.

If you want peace then decide to change. Give of yourself to others for awhile. Get involved in some charity work, find your way back to god. And I don't mean become another smug self centered "religious" person who thinks they are better than everyone else and uses religion as a way to look down on others.

Give of yourself, there is plenty of "you" left to give.

Leave the hate behind, and help others. You will find love doing this.

[was_peacemaker]

Jesus promises He is with us even until the end of the world. Read the parable about the prodigal son. The lost son who wondered off. But, when he realized the error in his ways he came back to his fathers home. His father welcomed him at once.

That is how the kingdom of heaven works. Here is the story about the lost sheep.

Luke 15:1-7

"1: Now the tax collectors and sinners were all gathering around to hear Jesus. 2: But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, “This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”
3:Then Jesus told them this parable: 4:“Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5:And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6:and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ 7:I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent."

Heaven is open to you Hellen Keller. I will be praying for you.

[Altarboy]

Ye who are weary, come home.

[Dan Morris]

Jesus promises he is with us even until the end of the world. Read the parable about the prodigal son. The lost son who wondered off. But, when he realized the error in his ways he came back to his fathers home. His father welcomed him at once.

That is how the kingdom of heaven works. Here is the story about the lost sheep.

Luke 15:1-7

"1: Now the tax collectors and sinners were all gathering around to hear Jesus. 2: But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, “This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”
3:Then Jesus told them this parable: 4:“Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5:And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6:and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ 7:I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent."

Heaven is open to you Hellen Keller. I will be praying for you.

Gonna have to agree with this. He has pulled me through a lot of things.
Dan

[l921428x]

Romans chapter 9 v16...........

[Aggressive Perfector]

I don't get it...

[Goodman]

As long as your underlying intention is toward Him, the door to the kingdom is wide open. HE will even help guide you down the road to it if you are open to the help. Otherwise HE will accept you at the pace you choose to approach.

[was_peacemaker]

Hellen Keller...when I feel down I enjoy this song. "Ring them Bells" it is a religious song originally written by Bob Dylan, this is the Heart and the late Layne Staley (AIC) acoustic cover. It helps me on bad days.

[Helen Keller]

Dude, it sounds like you're suffering from clinical depression. Nothing a few pills or psychotherapy can't solve.

I'm not depressed, I'm not sitting around going 'woe is me' with a gun to my head.

I'm not full of rage or hate , I just feel duped for stupid shit I did when I was younger.

[Silentkilla01]

We'll from what I've seen your a good person man. Don't let petty shit life throws at you get you down. You've seen the dark side so you gotta believe there is a higher power over us. The Lord will help you bro all you have to do is be willing to ask for it.


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[5.56NATO]

The angels rejoice when a sinner turns from his ways.







Any sinner.





All who truly seek him will surely find him.






Also this is the face of stan worship;
http://la.indymedia.org/news/2007/02/193672.php

[El Jefe]

I'm not depressed, I'm not sitting around going 'woe is me' with a gun to my head.

I'm not full of rage or hate , I just feel duped for stupid shit I did when I was younger.

Pray.

[Goodman]

Pray.

This!
It's free and there's no downside. If you keep your mind and heart open you may even get a reply.
I've received clear guidance a couple of times. It DOES happen. I mention this only to explain why I KNOW God is there.
HE IS THERE for YOU.

[El Jefe]

This!
It's free and there's no downside. If you keep your mind and heart open you may even get a reply.
I've received clear guidance a couple of times. It DOES happen. I mention this only to explain why I KNOW God is there.
HE IS THERE for YOU.

Yes.

[El Duce]

Pray.

Yes, this. It has worked remarkably well for me this past week.

[FunkyPertwee]

I am forbidden to speak of the details.

I wonder if breaking whatever pact forbids you from speaking this wouldn't bring you some of the peace you seek.

I'm not saying tell us, I'm saying find someone you trust to tell.