Had a major melt down, not board related, just had reunited with another Thunderbird team member back on 11/13, and it reminded me on who I was, prior to the two car crashes that damaged my brain and ruined a lot of my short term memory. My thoughts of the future were very dark, but I snapped out of it, realizing I'm not just living for myself, but for my kids and wife.
Still, going from a very good military career, into a quite lucrative career as a building inspector (making over $100k/yr), to someone who has trouble remembering what four items I need at the store. Not a day goes by when I'm not saddened over it, and unless you have walked a mile in my shoes, you have no clue what it is like.
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